October Morning

 After years and years of dreading the approach of winter, I am finally able to welcome October! I know that each season of the year has a beauty and rhythm of its own waiting to be experienced. I have learned how to adjust to the different colours in my garden and appreciating each last petal of an ever fading garden. So far, the leaves on my garden trees are still green but they will begin their spectacular show very soon and I will love the colours of the season. My daily walks now have that familiar crunch of dried leaves underfoot and I have to be careful of falling walnut husks on my walk to the post office. There is a certain autumn charm in the air. 

As I sit at my desk and write this post, I can hear the loud song of the Carolina Wrens in the garden. This Spring and Summer have been beautiful seasons of research for me. I am deeply immersed in preparation for the courses of 2025 and 2026. I am still reading through Linda Lear's biography of Beatrix Potter and I confess that Potter is becoming a bit of hero to me.

She was so much more than a book illustrator. She was a force to contend with and knew her own mind. She could trust her instincts and fight for the stories that she believed she should write and illustrate. She had a generosity and an intense desire  to do useful work. She worked so hard. I have been astounded by her work ethic. I am nearing the end of the inspiring book and will move on to her Journal and Letters next. Yes, a collaborative class with Martin Beck at Ardington School is in the works for Beatrix Potter in 2025! But as I am doing this current research, the Potter readings are inspiring my own drawings and paintings.

I have already introduced some of this inspiration in my 2024 Flights of Fancy Master class and the animal drawings will continue to be explored in this month's Miniature Merry Makers class at The Gentle Penmanand November's Song of Winter class through Ardington School. 

There is so much work to do to prepare for these classes but I echo the sentiments of Potter as I enjoy this "useful work". Over these past years of developing courses and teaching so many students, what propels me forward is watching their results on the paper. I can see my own work and skills continue to evolve but I get so much joy seeing how each student will interpret the assignments. We all have our unique skills, passions and capacity to learn. We also have different time schedules to allocate to learning, studying writing, painting and drawing. It is so important to know your own mind and respond to the things that you want to pursue. This is a big world and there are thousands and thousands of things that you can find to fill your days. The practice of putting ink to paper, or meticulously painting a miniature animal with thousands of tiny brush strokes can be perceived as boring to many people. But you are here, in this moment, reading this blog post and finding time in your routine to pursue what you love. I firmly believe that the desire and passion to write, draw, gild or paint are in you along with the ability to develop the skills for your craft. Yes, there is hard work involved but pay attention to the joy that comes from that hard work. I hope you all find beauty this month in the season that is unfolding around you. Listen to the sounds of the season, watch the colours change and pause to observe. This is the only October we will have in 2024. Sending love to you all and thank you for your kindness, your support and your incredible words of encouragement that you send.

Rushing Wind of September

 This morning I heard the familiar song of September. The far view of my garden swing is a poplar tree that sounds like waves of the ocean when the wind hits the leaves. I know it is September because the leaves are already starting their dance and the sounds of the trees in the wind is so refreshing. I love this sound but I know the sound announces a change of pace and a change of season.  I feel as if I have indulged in an incredible luxury this summer. I took a pause in my teaching schedule to indulge in some study and personal pursuits. There was still work to do and to accomplish, but I was able to work at a slower pace. During this summer season I have been busily preparing courses notes and artwork for the fall and classes that will reach into 2026. I am so excited about upcoming study days, long term students, and new courses as well as teaching opportunities for some of my favourite classes. But the time of slowing down allowed me to work on skills and ideas that I am passionate about for my own growth whether or not they are ever turned into a future course. I have started a perpetual journal of the seasons where I can draw specimens from the garden at the same time each year. 

Getting back into a regular practice of drawing is something that I find so refreshing. I don't believe I will ever share the rough botanical  images in the journal, I just want to see what emerges on the page for my own eyes as I take note of the ever changing seasons. I want to truly know and notice the details that surround me. 

 Many hours have been spent in deep study and research. This might not sound like fun or an indulgent luxury, but I followed each interesting footnote of wonderful books and learned so much along the way. I have always had an aversion to making notes in my books, but I know that annotation can help so much with recall.  As I finished two William Morris biographies this summer, I began to annotate my books with small page flags. I found this process so engaging and really helpful for me to interact with the book.

The down side is that the process takes time. The annotations lead to research after the reading sessions and sometimes that can lead to the dangerous practice of ordering more books! It becomes a dangerous cycle when my bookshelves are already full. But I am finding inspiration and solace in this practice. The work of William Morris, and the embroideries of Jane and May Morris have become very powerful images for me now that I know so much more about their stories. I have a Beatrix Potter class coming up next year and I am doing my research for the class now. Knowing that Potter struggled with insecurities in her own skills and seeing her passion to learn on her own has been eye opening. I am making little discoveries about her artwork and the influences that formed her personal style. The slow luxury of reading and studying has made this summer more beautiful for me. I try to take two breaks a day to read with a cup of coffee or tea on the garden swing or in my favourite chair outside to absorb this wonderful season.

I feel grateful for this summer. But the rushing wind of September is here and I know that my regular pace of teaching and intense studio work returns quickly. I will be sharing many new discoveries in my upcoming classes and the November Study Day. My summer bookshelf inventory helped me to appreciate a beautiful book on my shelf and I worked on creating beautiful Flowering Rinceau designs.

I was amazed at how simple they are to create and how incredibly beautiful they are when they are completed.

These will show up in other forms in future classes but if you are interested in my approach to how I take a Study Day, I will share my methods with a very few group of students. Registration info is on my website if you would like to join this special day. It is very hard for me to describe the growth that can happen by taking Study Days, but I look forward to them like taking a mini retreat or spa day for myself. One of the wise phrases I came across in the work of William Morris was that he took a " generous view of education." Both Morris and Potter had an incredible ability to teach themselves the skills they wanted through experiments, trial and error. Jane Morris was constantly working on her embroidery as well. She wanted to create the visions of beauty that were in her head and run her hand over the work that she had just created. I can totally relate to this. There is something so satisfying and almost mesmerizing about watching your work emerge and grow. As September shares its unique warmth and glow, I wish you all the best with whatever your hands choose to do. Make the most of the time you have. Do what you love and love what you do. In the words of Wordsworth...." what we have loved, others will love, and we will teach them how." Have a beautiful September dear friends. Thank you for reading and for your kind words and friendship. 

The Music of August

 It seems to me that we are always making adjustments to the seasonal rhythms. I am so in tune with the colours of the garden, the blooms of the flowers and the music of the birds. Evenings now have the hum of the cicada and now I hear the crickets as part of the night music. The first sounds of the mornings are the baby blue jays waiting for me to set out the peanuts for them. If I am quiet in the studio and the window is open, I can hear the starlings splashing in the bird bath. The Carolina Wrens and the Baltimore Orioles sing their daily tunes and brighten each day for me. Such welcome music in the garden.  August is always a reminder to appreciate the glow and the warmth of each day. Seasons and Chapters pass quickly and I want to constantly sharpen my awareness and deepen my gratitude. August invites us to notice the details and the changes. We have not had any inklings of cool air, but I notice changes in the leaves already. I know that some of these petals that fall in the garden will not be replaced with new blooms.  This is the first year a Dahlia has bloomed in the garden and the Strawberry and Cream Hydrangeas will slowly start to  transition to pink. I love these special flowers and each passing moment of joy they bring. Notice each day my dear friends.

 July was busy.  I just completed teaching Blooms and Breezes online and launched the final edition of Flights of Fancy to an eager group of students.

Their work so far is nothing short of amazing and I feel incredibly blessed to journey with them. Watching skills unfold, whether it is through coloured pencil or through gilding is like watching a new magical world emerge. My biggest wish is that the students get the most out of the experience of these classes. It is not the attending, the taking of notes or the mode of practice that is the most valuable. It is the unpacking of information after the class and seeing what sparks interest in you. We are so uniquely special and all wired differently. Whatever ignites for you in a class is a major clue on what you should pursue. This means you will shed some things that encumber you in order to embrace what you are most passionate about. What students do after the classes always brings me so much joy to see.  As I put the autumn and winter course notes together, I am aware that my courses are getting more in-depth and advanced. I think that is because so many of my students are repeat course takers and I feel as if I need to offer new territories for them. But I have also been revisiting some classic work and finding ways to improve on the course or adjust to my changing appreciation of a technique. I will be teaching a course called Miniature Merry Makers for the Gentle Penman in October. I had the best time working with a traditional illumination palette.

Using bright jewel tones along with a festive animal had an appealing charm for me.

We will be using a special colour blocking technique to paint the rich foliate settings. I have spent hours looking through my Illumination books and have enjoyed the vibrant colours of traditional illumination. Working in vibrant reds, blues and greens has been such a wonderful exploration for me. I have lots of sketches of animals in foliate settings ready for painting and will enjoy the slow process of painting the miniatures. The cute squirrels in my garden have been willing models for some of my study pages. You can keep your design simple with a little bird or choose a mouse, squirrel, rabbit or anything you want to try. 

September will bring the The Vintage Page for Ardington. This is a very special study opportunity for a  small group of students who want to dig deeper into their practice of Italian Hand along with some Vintage adornments. I have been digging deep into my love of Florentine ornament which  will accompany our Italian Hand beautifully.

As I was working on the course notes, I found two of the first Florentine border designs I ever created. I still love these borders and it is so good to go back and revisit early work to see how my process has changed over the years. These early borders were done in 2011 using Staedler Aqaurelle Watercolour pencil. Even though these designs are in an archival portfolio, all my designs that used the Staedtler Aquarelle have faded. I no longer work with this brand of watercolour pencils but they did have a lovely colour range. 

Whatever occupies your time and your hands this month, I hope you appreciate each passing day. Write a little, play a little, draw a little, paint a little, and be patient with yourself every step of the way.. Give yourself all the time that you need to practice and explore the things you love. I know that life struggles, anxieties and the troublesome things constantly get in our way.  But that makes the joyful delights hidden in each day all the more special. Sending hugs all around dear friends. Hope there are some wonderful joys waiting for. you in August. Embrace the music of the day.

Sweet Ron

Yesterday we said our goodbyes to our sweet cat Ron. He was named after Ron Weasley in Harry Potter as  I was reading the books when we adopted him. He was a rescue kitten and came to us with some special needs. He had asthma all his 14 years of life but we were able to treat it and keep it under control until these past few weeks. We lost Oscar 5 months ago on February 12th and Ron departed on July 13th. The pain is stifling and the grief is so real. 

But as we go through this period of grief and loss, I am still beyond grateful that we had the chance to love this sweet cat. He was so unique and incredibly timid until these past few months. He seemed to thrive as the only cat in the home once Oscar passed away and we adored pampering him. He showed us all his best traits before he left us.

He did daily property inspections. He would check all the grapevines to see if there was a mouse lurking underneath. He was watching and waiting constantly.

He was the definition of a companion. He was so quiet but his eyes were soulful and insightful. As Chris and I went about our daily tasks we could see him watching over us. He didn't interfere with our tasks but wanted to be right beside us. Bath time is especially difficult as I miss his comforting presence. I would  run the bath, lay a towel on the floor for him and he would come and rest on it to supervise bath time. These quiet moments and memories are so incredibly powerful. 

Ron was our dear little ginger and he was profound in his gentle and quiet way. I have not had the heart to pick up the pen or catch up on my work this weekend but I was working on a Scarlet Pimpernel flower in coloured pencils over the past week or so. It seemed as if I wanted to work with oranges and deep tones. This is not my light handed approach to coloured pencil. I tried to intensify the colours on the paper as I working through my emotions knowing that we would not have Ron much longer. Despite the pain, he was worth every tear. Sending extra hugs all around for anyone going through pain right now. If you a beloved cat or pet in the house, today they need an extra hug or treat! Cherish your precious time! Sending hugs all around my dear friends. 

Taking Stock

 Happy July 1st dear friends. It is Canada here and I remain grateful for my beautiful country. It is far from perfect but I feel so blessed to have lived here. Each season in this country has a beauty of its own and it so important to appreciate them. This summer, I have undertaken an inventory of my studio books and supplies.

I have a wonderful library and as I took inventory of the books, I spent time turning the pages and getting reacquainted with many of them. What a variety of interests and ideas that still make my heart sing. Each class I create is usually sparked from one of my bookshelf treasures. You will notice a slow down of social media posts from me as I dive more deeply into my bookshelves and work on classes for late fall, 2025 and 2026. I am constantly studying and letting my mind absorb the things I want to learn and continue to share. This is hard work and sometimes I wonder how long I will continue to do it.  But the burgeoning bookshelves remind me of how passionate I am of all these subjects. Ornamental Penmanship, Offhand Flourishing, Fabrics, Embroidery, Illuminated Manuscripts, Victorian Storybook Illustrations, Beatrix Potter, Watercolour Painting, Coloured Pencils, Gilding, Botanical Drawing and the list goes on into micro subjects derived from these categories. I could spend years on William Morris alone! A study is coming in November that will reflect my deep dive into the bookshelves and I will post info about that soon on my website. Honestly. the social media pause has been a blessing. I always feel this tension between posting my work or avoiding the scrolling of endless promotions. Sometimes I need to just shut down the computer and realign my soul with the quietness of work that is created for an audience of one. The pause and time to take stock has made me even more keenly aware of how quickly time is passing. July will give way to August and then fall will emerge quickly here in Canada. The sight of a single rose in my garden is cause for celebration and appreciation.

It wants to be noticed and appreciated. While the world around me seems to race by more quickly, the rhythms in my own mind and body want to slowly savour. I know that a lot of what I have to offer as an instructor and as an artist must be absorbed slowly. It takes time and time is a very precious commodity. There is a very special course posted on the Ardington website called The Vintage Page.

It is limited to a very small group of students as it will take me so much time to work with the homework of each student. I wish it was more affordable but this format has more administrative costs for Ardington as well. If you want a slow savour approach to creating a page with the beauty of Italian Hand, you can find the info posted online. Later this month, I will launch my final offering of Flights of Fancy.

It represents my heart and soul as an artist and is hard to put into word. This is not a typical class in any sense. If you want more info, please contact me privately as there are a couple of spots left for this very special class.  If you want a taster session of the depths of coloured pencil work, please join me for Blooms and Breezes later this month at the Gentle Penman.

Coloured Pencil work is meticulous. It is not rushed. It cause you to pause, appreciate the subject and slowly watch it come to life on the page. It represents time and patience and is definitely not a technique for anyone who has a tendency to rush. Even though I work in silence most of the time, I will often have quiet music playing while working with coloured pencils. My mind and heart are at peace while I work. I think this is why I continue to work as an artist. There are easier pathways in life but I remain thankful for the one I am on. Thank you dear friends for your support. If I am quiet on social media, you, my dear readers and friends will know why. I am taking stock and deeply at work. Hugs all around.

A Garden of Gratitude

 I don't quite understand where May went so quickly, but here we are in June. It is a beautiful month here in my little garden as flowers blossom, birds enjoy the bird bath and lots of squirrels visit each day.

I love my sweet garden. I have come to terms that it will never be completely weeded or in a perfect state. There will always be work to do on it. I spend an hour each morning watering, weeding and checking on it. I don't want to miss a single bloom. I have said this so many times, but the seasons pass quickly and it is important to appreciate the passing beauty of each day. I enjoyed my brief time off and I am getting back into my regular studio hours, but still doing lots of reading and studying for future classes.  Private students have been keeping me busy and they always ignite further research for me. I had the pleasure of working on this interesting Butterfly Initial with one of my private students. Transparent layers of watercolour provide the base for the butterfly and create the iridescence. It was a joy to take the time to work on this initial.The gilding was done with Platinum leaf and was a bit of a challenge. I feel as if each design I work on has its own lesson to teach me even though I am working as the instructor. The pigments used for this piece were A.Gallo and Daniel Smith. 

This month's class will be Fainting Fancies for Ardington School. I have taught this class online in 2022 but will take things in a slightly different direction for Ardington. We will explore foliated letter forms as well as these graceful "flying flourishes." They are always a delight to create and I will be so happy to share the story of Fainting Fancies. I return to these letter forms so often in my work. 

 I am also continuing to prepare for the Blooms and Breezes coloured pencil class in July for The Gentle Penman. My pansies are blooming beautifully and I love to see their sweet faces. I visit the garden centre every couple of days to see what else I can find to draw.  The live specimens are so much more exciting to use than photographs. I feel as if I really get to know my subject and truly experience the joy of the little blossom on my desk as I work. It appeals to the florist in me! Although I have been trying many different colour pencils, I always return to Faber Castell Polychromos. Soon, I will share some techniques that combine dry bruh watercolour and coloured pencils but Blooms and Breezes will concentrate on pure coloured pencil. 

One of my friends asked me if I prefer the final result that happens on the paper or the process of creating the art work. I definitely prefer the process. Coloured pencil work takes more time than watercolour and I think there can be the danger of becoming bored with your work. It is my experience, that this can lead to rushing through the process to get it over with. But if you can really shut off the mental chatter that happens when you are working, you can truly become absorbed in the process as you watch the strokes become more clear on the paper. I have learned that each piece of paper is a possibility. There is something waiting to emerge on the paper that only you can bring to life. It takes time and patience but the result is so worth the hours and the energy. Even if you are never completely satisfied with the result, the skills you are learning are cumulative and they will blossom in their own time. It really will happen. Be grateful for the opportunity to work with your hands and anticipate that there will be failures. It is part of every artist's process. Enjoy a beautiful month my dear friends. I hope you all Flourish!

Pensive Thoughts

 Welcome May!

I am always so happy to welcome this blossoming month of the year.

The birds greet each morning with cheerful songs and the garden is filled with hope of a new season. Although my heart is filled with expectation for the season, I have been especially pensive and quiet. I am taking a few weeks off from teaching before I begin the summer and fall courses.  Taking time to rest and regroup is good for the soul of the artist. I am relaxing my studio hours for the next few weeks to allow more time in the garden, catch up on my reading and to take longer walks. There are still commissions to complete and tasks to prepare for my students, but I am definitely slowing down my daily studio work until the end of the month. I am determined to appreciate this season that I wait so long for each year. The rocking chairs are waiting for me on the studio porch for morning coffee break and afternoon tea and I can't wait to use them. While I am on this break, I have been working on techniques with coloured pencil.

I have been testing different brands, doing paper experiments, investigating the use of solvents and testing paper surfaces.  Part of this is to prepare for Blooms and Breezes in July  which will be a course that is meant to optimize your coloured pencil use for calligraphic work. The pansy is a very simple flower to draw and to bring to life with colour. This is a  two session class and I hope it will  demonstrate the richness that can be achieved with simple coloured pencils.  I want the students to find confidence and learn how to build effective layers of colours rather  that create a luminous and realistic effect. 

The process of studying and working on compositions has been mindful work. Although I work in silence most of the time, the slow process of coloured pencil work allows my mind to wander. I don't have to analyze every thought and movement. I don't need to worry about the timing of applying water glazes to paper and there is no danger of ink smudges on the paper. Although the process is slow, it is extremely rewarding. 

 One thing that keeps coming to mind is the concept of  he passage of time. This process cannot be rushed. Each part of the design will take as long as it takes. In fact, when I feel myself rushing, I have stepped away from the work rather than try to race to the end of the piece. I will put the coloured pencils away, reset my desk and work on something else. I have found that rushing is my cue to move on for a day or two. As an instructor, I know that so many students want to rush to the end result of having their skill set match the vision they have in their head. We always want our work to be far more advanced than it is. We want beautiful script, perfect gilding and illustrations that look like they will leap off the page. But each of these skills needs time to develop. They all will take as long as they take. It is ok to slow down and breathe. Take as much time as you need with each piece of art work that you are doing. Enjoy the creative process. During this month I will be preparing for June's Fainting Fancies Class at Ardington and for Blooms and Breezes and  Flights of Fancies for The Gentle Penman in July.

If you are considering the Flights of Fancy Master Class but have questions about your current skill level, please contact me. This will likely be my final offering of the course and it would be a pleasure to accompany you .The course is about finding your voice as a calligraphic artist, refining your skills and  giving you confidence and joy in the journey.  This is more of an experience than an online course. I am so proud of the work of that has been done by the students of 2023 and I am excited for the 2024 students. 

Remember to take time to  pause and breathe my dear friends. Experience the season that you are in. Appreciate each day. Thank you for your constant encouragement, your friendship and for supporting my classes. Happy May!